In the rain
With a grey morning I arise. A long night with endless rain made me think.
My bed is empty, I feel alone. I stroke my shoulders, my arms, my hands.
I’m freezing, I don’t feel the warmth. That strange feeling is back within a blink.
Wrap myself in the blanket, it reminds me to be embraced without mental distance.
I spend my time to read some fiction. This one word appears, memories surface.
Do you remember that you wrote me a lot? With only one word you gave me these feelings.
Almost every day I felt you next to me, your scent so familiar. You made me sense the embrace.
You said you could hug me all day, it was special to me. That’s how this emotion begins.
Cannot stay longer caged in those four walls, I need to break out for some while.
I don’t care about weather, just need air to breathe. My face is covered with raindrops - refreshing.
From afar I listen to a rumble, thunder will soon approach. Reluctantly I start to cry.
Moving further I stare around, nobody is out here. I don’t want to share my watery collecting.
A heavy sound disrupts my thoughts. There did it come from?
Saddened I turn around, my feeling is familiar and strange. What’s going on?
Like a thunderbolt that silhouette show up in front of me. Is it you that come?
I feel numb, I come closer. Please hug me once more, bring this to an end. Now I can go on.
My bed is empty, I feel alone. I stroke my shoulders, my arms, my hands.
I’m freezing, I don’t feel the warmth. That strange feeling is back within a blink.
Wrap myself in the blanket, it reminds me to be embraced without mental distance.
I spend my time to read some fiction. This one word appears, memories surface.
Do you remember that you wrote me a lot? With only one word you gave me these feelings.
Almost every day I felt you next to me, your scent so familiar. You made me sense the embrace.
You said you could hug me all day, it was special to me. That’s how this emotion begins.
Cannot stay longer caged in those four walls, I need to break out for some while.
I don’t care about weather, just need air to breathe. My face is covered with raindrops - refreshing.
From afar I listen to a rumble, thunder will soon approach. Reluctantly I start to cry.
Moving further I stare around, nobody is out here. I don’t want to share my watery collecting.
A heavy sound disrupts my thoughts. There did it come from?
Saddened I turn around, my feeling is familiar and strange. What’s going on?
Like a thunderbolt that silhouette show up in front of me. Is it you that come?
I feel numb, I come closer. Please hug me once more, bring this to an end. Now I can go on.
verfasst: 16.05.2018
~Mandy
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