HATE

We met twice alongside work, a restaurant and months later your dwelling.
I remember clearly, feels like it's been yesterday.
Locations, weather, outfits and all that small things happened each day. 
Picture myself wearing that striped dress. I'd have done much to be appealing.

That happiness in me was as big as the ocean, 
every thought changed me into a Cheshire Cat.
We texted all day and night until it's been months since we last met.
I shall have known better that something was off, it lacked on motion. 

On Christmas time the distance seemed to enlarge,
chatting decreased. I didn't sensed what will happen.
What's the real reason of our relation misshapen? 
I blame you for bring in the obstacle. For me you'll never discharge.

Your name is a burden, any time I hear my body's shiver.
At the beginning I was divided, don't know what to feel.
Wake up from my dreams and hopes. My feelings must not conceal.
I stop sobbing, refuse to cry another river.

All that memories, I tear them into pieces. Memories of the one that left.
Break the mirror, reflection of a tear stand and sad face.
Dance on our shards, let out the rage.
Certainly happy without, shoot you down in flames.
Scream out the rage until there's no breath.

verfasst: 29.01.2018

- musikalische Inspiration: 4Minute - HATE
~Mandy