In my dream
Did I finally made it through? I'm feeling quite good and my thoughts aren't as scattered as some days before.
I had a nice dream although I avoid alcohol before and quit my calming tea a week ago. Eventually I slept through the night.
Yesterday was simply regular, it resembled the other days with only an exception. My mind overflows with ideas, nowadays it's more.
I wrote a long text, kind of lyrical, about a section of my past. Think it's important to record all your thoughts that they're free and your head's right.
The past can be a trap, just need to find a way out to continue living in the future. Be open to new things and people. Find your purpose.
When you let go of things that captured you for too long, you're able to dream about anything you want and make new decisions.
Yesterday evening I found myself in a dream, which reflects what I am, what I like and hope for. Colourful sensations like a circus.
I went on a trip through an unknown city and doing sightseeing. Amongst I realised I wasn't alone, my surrounding were no prisons.
We visited lots of monuments, buildings and famous places and ended up in a kind of festival. All those people might have fun.
Out of nowhere we builded a group with a girl, had roller skates on and been equipped with mics.
A big screen showed what was going on. Words were displayed in three colours; amber, peach and green. Peach was my run.
The music started, our turn began. We moved as trio straight across the city and I gave my best. I stopped screaming the highs, speakers and microphone might breaks.
That situation made me feel so good, my courage just astonished myself. A big karaoke event in a whole city, such an amazing picture.
We ended up as two, walking down the streets and still talking about trivial things. Eventually our chat became flirty in some ways.
I like that boy I met in my dream; handsome, gentle and with a lot of fun. Would like to meet him for real, any way to get that quicker?
That face reminds me to an actor from a series I watched before, can't remember his name but sometimes I'll meet someone like him, just some days.
I had a nice dream although I avoid alcohol before and quit my calming tea a week ago. Eventually I slept through the night.
Yesterday was simply regular, it resembled the other days with only an exception. My mind overflows with ideas, nowadays it's more.
I wrote a long text, kind of lyrical, about a section of my past. Think it's important to record all your thoughts that they're free and your head's right.
The past can be a trap, just need to find a way out to continue living in the future. Be open to new things and people. Find your purpose.
When you let go of things that captured you for too long, you're able to dream about anything you want and make new decisions.
Yesterday evening I found myself in a dream, which reflects what I am, what I like and hope for. Colourful sensations like a circus.
I went on a trip through an unknown city and doing sightseeing. Amongst I realised I wasn't alone, my surrounding were no prisons.
We visited lots of monuments, buildings and famous places and ended up in a kind of festival. All those people might have fun.
Out of nowhere we builded a group with a girl, had roller skates on and been equipped with mics.
A big screen showed what was going on. Words were displayed in three colours; amber, peach and green. Peach was my run.
The music started, our turn began. We moved as trio straight across the city and I gave my best. I stopped screaming the highs, speakers and microphone might breaks.
That situation made me feel so good, my courage just astonished myself. A big karaoke event in a whole city, such an amazing picture.
We ended up as two, walking down the streets and still talking about trivial things. Eventually our chat became flirty in some ways.
I like that boy I met in my dream; handsome, gentle and with a lot of fun. Would like to meet him for real, any way to get that quicker?
That face reminds me to an actor from a series I watched before, can't remember his name but sometimes I'll meet someone like him, just some days.
verfasst: 22.03.2018
~Mandy
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